I dislike the thinking thought that you didn't die today. I wish a death where you grow deaf and never hear me say. The birds went blind from spending time spreading broken wings. Mommy loved her little boy more than she loves you. And Daddy tried his best to lie and to never tell the truth. Mommy loved her unborn child more than she loved me. Your face like mine, it makes me cry, And my stomach, it gets weak. Please just leave my heart to bleed and let me get some sleep. Do I lie about my past so it's easier to breathe? Do I lie to my friends just to hear myself speak? Do I lie? Well, yes, I try, but only to get high. You say you're dead inside, but why's your heart still beat? The birds have left their young alive with broken bones and wings. Their eyes like, they never shine, except when they're in need. Oh, do I lie about my lies to see which you believe? And I've cried wolf too many times so no one disturbs my peace.